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At the gates / 11 March 2013

It's easy to smile when life feels so good, when I'm feeling so positive and out of the woods. But when mood starts to swing and I'm down on my knees, forgetting the answers, my mind starts to tease. And I cannot remember just how to regain, those feelings of happiness, removed far from pain.

Remembering those who can help you keep calm, and how they can help you stay safe, far from harm. They're there but are hidden, I've put them away, when I go into darkness, nothing shining the way. And the sad thing is that when I'm in this state, I'm probably already at the funny farm's gate!

Bonk - 11th March 2013