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My name's Bonk and I love to write, when my brain hurts and gets too tight! I am bi-polar please don't be scared… don't run… just listen, as I get prepared. Open your eyes… I hope you enjoy my thoughts. And so I'll begin with a poem or some daily reports.

Older and colder - Day 6

24 October 2014

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I hate this time of year
now it starts to get colder and
I turn my heating on
Watch as the elderly struggle to keep warm.
Take some time to notice
Or just actually give a fuck
As that old man or lady down the road
Might be struggling or stuck
'cause that'll be us when we're older
when our hair turns to white
then we'll be the ones getting colder
as we shiver our way through the night

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Alive - day 5

21 October 2014

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So on day five still feeling alive Out for food, best mate by my side Mood has slowed down and I'm not feeling so high I can still smile but it's beginning to slide. Okay verse in depth, let's see what I say I'm meant to be a mad poet anyway Wide eyed and focus on the shadows of past Look for the demons that watch through mirrored glass Paranoid I am not. So I'm calling them out The voices that torment me are on longer about Listen intently to see if I'm still mad But...

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Hurray Hurrah - Day 4

21 October 2014

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I'm alive and out of my bed These tablets I can feel as my body digests My mind is clear but now racing like a jet Synthetic I know, But it's filling the gaps As I venture around and now out the door Iv not felt this good before I don't feel lathargic Or stuck in bad mood I feel naughty and cheeky, So sorry if I'm rude But I feel like it's working and I'm climbing back from the dead I'm not a great believer in medication But this time it seems that these pills are...

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King Bonk - Day 3

21 October 2014

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So a thirty day test to continue to write a poem a day to capture insight Let's see what effects these new pills start to bring And if I can still perform and sing I feel okay though it's only day three It's normally about 4 weeks till the med start to work But right now I'm fine head doesn't hurt I'm not depressed I'm just in my low Worried about mania when the prozac starts to show BEWARE when the cycle is in full swing And I'm up in the clouds - the bipolar...

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Fade away - Day 2

20 October 2014

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Distancing myself
from the mist that echoes my name
Medication is nearing,
Inner memories being tamed
Will it put out or dampen my flame
Who to ask when point finger of blame
I can write for now as I will each day
Until the pills make creativity waste away

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