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My name's Bonk and I love to write, when my brain hurts and gets too tight! I am bi-polar please don't be scared… don't run… just listen, as I get prepared. Open your eyes… I hope you enjoy my thoughts. And so I'll begin with a poem or some daily reports.

Caught in a rut

23 May 2013

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Bonk in a glass

I've got lost again, caught in a rut! Those around me trying hard to help me make the cut. I'm stuck in the bubble, away from time itself, the hairs on my chin grow quicker in the blink of an eye the sun goes up and then goes down, leaving me again for another day with a blank frown. I'm not in pain you see and I'm not upset, I just can't climb out of this mood. It's like being in a spider trapped in a glass, you can see others outside moving around, but to you it's...

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Gateway

19 May 2013

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My poems provide a gateway for me to have my say, to share with all those others, to keep strange thoughts at bay. Inviting other nutters to join me if they will, to sing our song of difference, the music never still but winding out in spirals, expressing all we are, that being mad's a journey in a psychedelic car. Its easy to forget that there are others just like me, and the words that I keep writing can help them all to see that they're not alone and struggling, that they're not...

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